Don't call me any of your mothers PET NAMES!

I have to relieve of something, I feel like when I have a moments rest I have nothing going on, when I am doing something I feel as if I could be doing more or at the least something to further what I am doing in that moment. Right now, my feelings are in coils. I haven’t felt anything like this before I do not understand the factors of my situatuons. I feel as if in ever colume in my life is hurting me and my emotions are running so high and I feel so sensitive. I am not used to feeling so many emotions at once, it’s as if a tsunami in my heart, soul, mind and body. I just want to remove this black phase of my life, no one knows about it or how I feel. This is the first reveal that I have had, and placing it out into the world could be wrong. I have to release this hurt and anger. I want to change so many things, which I know I will. I for some reason needed this moment to feel something exchangeable. God bless, the humming bird that just changed my mood. In a moment of sorrow, something so small and significant can put a change in your entire notions.